Friday, August 11, 2006

2ND CHEMO DONE AND DUSTED

On Wednesady 9th I had my second cycle of chemo, and all went well - no ice cap. Hair loss is increasing but I am not bald yet.

Felt very tired yesterday, today I am lower than I have been. I feel very lonely all of a sudden and I am worried that Mick finds it hard to cope with as well. We talk, but I have 'C' and he finds it hard. Yesterday my good neighbour Jo, sent me a huge bunch of Sun Flowers, how kind and beautiful was that.

I think in many ways it is hard for partners, because I am being treated but mick is not. We are both going to try the aromotheraphy treatment our Macmillian Centre at the Hospital offers. It's free for both of us. A bit of separate relaxation time for us both.

Funny today has been a grey day weather wise as well as in my heart. Never mind there is always tomorrow. Oh by the way, I shall go to the hairdressers tomorrow to be shorn, all this hair falling out is so embarassing, like snow.

Love to all, Granny